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What's the Point?
Stepping into the Power of the Matriarch Phase
You've built the business. You've hit the numbers. You've checked the boxes that were supposed to mean something. And somewhere in the middle of a normal Tuesday, a question surfaced that you didn't expect: What's the point?
That question is not a crisis. It's not depression. It's not ingratitude. It's the unmistakable signal that you've outgrown the frame you've been living inside. And it has a name: the Matriarch Phase.
I've been hearing this question a lot lately from accomplished Gen X women. Women who built hard, led well, and earned every result they have. And the reason this question surfaces when it does isn't random. There's a biological reason, a structural reason, and a strategic reason. Understanding all three changes what you do next.
Two Tracks Running Underneath
This recalibration doesn't start at 50. It starts earlier, and it runs on two tracks at once.
The first track is conditioning. Women who grew up in the 70s and 80s learned early that striving was currency. You worked for the grade, the approval, the win. And the moment you got the win, the expectation moved to the next one. Nobody taught us how to sit in what we'd accomplished or feel into what we'd learned from what didn't work. We kept moving because that's what was rewarded. And over decades, we got very good at executing our lives efficiently without actually experiencing them.
The second track is biology. Perimenopause is a full system recalibration, typically lasting anywhere from 3 to 10 years. Estrogen, progesterone, cortisol, thyroid, adrenal function are all shifting simultaneously. What that does to your energy, your emotional responses, your sleep, and your tolerance for work that feels out of alignment is profound. Your body is no longer willing to override what it needs the way it used to. Women often interpret that as losing capacity or getting old. What's actually happening is your body is telling you the old pace was never sustainable, and it's done pretending otherwise.
This is where psychology and physiology converge. Decades of conditioning colliding with a biology that is done performing. That convergence produces the identity shift, and often the identity confusion, that most women in this phase feel but can't fully name. Because this isn't burnout. Burnout is depletion. This is recalibration. Those two things call for completely different responses.
Why Your Business Starts Feeling Like It Doesn't Fit
Here's what I see with women at this level. The business grows. The structure gets more layered. And so you do what all the experts say: remove yourself from the front lines. Build a team. Stop doing the one-on-one work yourself because that's what scaling is supposed to look like.
That model was built predominantly by men for men. And it doesn't account for something that matters deeply in how most women lead: connection is where their intelligence lives. Where the brilliance of what they do actually resides. When you move too far from your clients, from the real conversations, from the texture of what they're struggling with right now, you lose touch with the heartbeat of your own business. You stop pivoting quickly. You stop seeing the gaps as clearly. And you lose the thread of why you started all of this.
I lived this. I had built my health and wellness company the right way. A team of coaches handling the one-on-one work. Me stepping in for the group Q&A and the high-level teaching. Structurally, it made sense. But I felt completely disconnected. I had shifted into wanting more depth, more in-person work, higher-level concepts. And I could feel that the company I had built was serving a past version of me, not the woman I was becoming.
And here's where most women get stuck: when you know change is needed, and that change means hard calls about real people in your life, you tend to stay far longer than you should. For me, it was two years. My husband had worked for me for more than a decade. Several team members had built their lives around the company I had built. The guilt around that kept me on a path I increasingly resented, because the cost of changing felt so much bigger than the cost of staying.
Maybe for you it's a long-term team member, or clients you feel responsible for, or an offer that pays well but you're exhausted by delivering. The specifics differ. The pattern is identical: guilt and fear keeping you in a version of your business that stopped fitting, while your body keeps turning up the volume on what it needs you to hear.
The Adrenal Factor No One Talks About
Before menopause, your ovaries and adrenal glands share hormone production roughly 50/50. As perimenopause progresses, the ovaries slow their sex hormone production. The adrenals are supposed to pick up the slack. But if your adrenals are already overtaxed from years of chronic stress, they don't have the reserve to compensate. That's when everything cascades: sleep fractures, energy becomes unpredictable, brain fog moves in, weight shifts to the midsection, and emotional responses become overreactive.
And there's something else that doesn't get named often enough. A significant number of women in this generation were offered hysterectomies as the solution to monthly problems, because the medical system didn't have, and often didn't bother to develop, adequate alternatives. Many of those women were not given a full picture of what surgical menopause would mean hormonally, energetically, or emotionally over the long haul. They didn't move gradually into this phase. They were pushed, sometimes in their 30s or early 40s, suddenly and without adequate support. If that was you, I want to say clearly: you didn't make the wrong choice. You weren't given the chance to arrive here on your own terms. The confusion and grief many women describe from that experience is completely understandable. And you belong in this conversation too.
Markers of the Matriarch Phase
The Matriarch Phase is a defined developmental stage. It sits between the mother phase and the crone phase, and it emerged specifically because Gen X women have more to give, more to build, and more to lead than the traditional three-phase model ever accounted for. It's not about doing less. It's about leading from a different place.
1. A pull back toward your deepest genius.
Not toward doing everything yourself, but toward the conversations where your presence isn't just useful, it's irreplaceable. If you've been feeling disconnected from the work that lit you up when you started, that's not dissatisfaction. That's your intelligence telling you something has drifted too far from source.
2. A shift in your relationship with capacity.
The volume that felt manageable at 38 doesn't feel manageable now. Women who try to push through that gap by working harder typically hit a wall that does not move. This isn't a productivity problem. The business was built around a version of you that no longer exists.
3. The need to prove yourself just goes away.
In the mother phase, there was always something to prove. That drive built the thing. But at some point the drive stops being fuel and starts feeling like pressure. When you find yourself less interested in convincing and pushing, and more interested in doing deep work with people who already understand what you do, you're not losing ambition. You're shifting from proving to embodying. That shift changes everything about who you attract and what your business becomes.
The Growth Lens: A Practical Filter for this Phase
A friend recently told me about a woman who had a near-death experience. What she described finding on the other side was profoundly simple: the money, the accolades, none of it mattered. What mattered was personal growth and contributing to the growth of the people around her. That was the lens everything was measured by.
I adopted it. I use it with my clients now. Run it over your calendar, your offers, your decisions. Ask: does this contribute to my growth or to the growth of the women I serve? Whatever falls in the yes category, keep it. Whatever doesn't, that's a candidate for redesign.
Three Practical Moves for this Week
Name what you actually want. Not what scales, not what your team was built around, not what made sense for the version of you who started the business. What do you want to be doing? Say it out loud. Not in your head. Out loud. Most women at this level haven't done this for years. The moment you say it, you start moving toward it.
Run the growth lens over your business. Look at everything you spend time doing. Every appointment, every offer, every obligation. Does it contribute to your growth or the growth of the women you serve? If the answer is no, it goes on the list of things to examine. The Matriarch doesn't fill her calendar out of obligation. She fills it with unapologetic intention.
Put light on one decision you've been avoiding. I know there's one. The client relationship that has run its course, the team member whose role no longer fits, the offer you resent but keep delivering, the business model that made sense at 38 but doesn't fit who you are now. You don't have to act on it today. Name it. Write it down. The two years I spent not acting on what I already knew cost me energy and capacity I didn't have to give. The moment I said it out loud, even just to myself, the loop broke.
Ready to Stop Diagnosing and Start Redesigning?
I've spent more than 30 years working with women in business. The last 15 specifically helping women navigate the intersection of hormonal shifts, identity transition, and business redesign. I know what it looks like when a woman is at the threshold of the Matriarch Phase, and I know what it takes to move through it with her body and her business intact.
When women come to me at this threshold, there are three levels of recalibration available depending on where they are. Some need clarity first: a clear read on what isn't working and where the leverage is. Some are ready for a full redesign: six months of working through the structural, strategic, and biological shifts this phase demands. And some are ready for full immersion.
The Richly Resourced Personal Retreat is that third level. Two days. One focus. You. We work on your business, your offers, your positioning, and your strategy for this next phase. We work on the woman running it: your nervous system, your body, your capacity to receive what you're building. We do it at my home in the Superstition Mountains in Arizona. I'll cook for you (I owned restaurants for ten years). We weave energy work and somatic integration throughout the entire two days. You leave with a complete strategic roadmap and a body that can execute it.
I do a small handful of retreats each year.
If this is resonating, even a little, go take a look at the Richly Resourced Personal Retreat.
If it feels like a yes, trust that. Submit an application and we'll have a conversation about whether it's the right fit right now.
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